Fear's neologism
What is the scariest thing that could possibly happen in the dead middle of the night?
The inability to sleep after waking up from a nightmare and having to stare at the ceiling and my pitch dark bedroom waiting for the unknown to pounce on me and grab me by the neck. Definitely. This wins hands down.
Unknown and unseen things spook me out. Was it my imagination on the overrun, or was it plain cowardice? Was I “hearing” things or did I really hear things (literally)?
The occasional knocks on the wall on the side of my bed cannot be deemed as funny. Especially if the knocks wake me up in the still night and refused to let me continue my sleep devoid of fear.
I hate horny tomcats too. They sound too much like ghostly crying babies crawling under my window sill in hunger.
There are demons in my head that start to play when I am frozen with fear in their nocturnal realm. The desperation and vulnerability is difficult to fathom.
I hope that the sun shines at all times. I hope it shines in me.
posted by roachz at 10:43 pm
3 Comments:
Scariest thing that could happen in the dead middle of the night?
Waking up at 4am and realizing that I'm over two decades old without a girlfriend and still pondering about what life is about. IMO, that's more scary that waking up to see a white figure beside my bed.
Anyways, if you woke up in the middle of the night, your vision shouldnt be pitch dark. Unless there are problems with your eyesight, when you woke up during sleep in midnight, you should be able to see even with low intensity of brightness.
Also, yeah, I too, despise those sounds made by cats behind my house in those alleyways. It really sounds like babies crying and it's really annoying and scary to boot.
I guess you're just afraid of darkness and loneliness? You dont like being in dark places and being alone in dark places, right? Too bad there's no cure for that unless you use a nightlight(sold cheap at Carrefour) that can be plugged into any power socket to provide dim lighting that emits a sense of calmness. Generally, I dont recommend these things unless you already had a written a will and achieved self realization because while you're sleeping, you dont know if those thing will malfunction and cause a fire. As for your loneliness in the dark, well, what else can you do? Quickly get married with your boyfriend so that you'll have a hubby to hug when you're alone in the dark on your bed. ;)
Yours comrade,
Ken Ric (still guessing who is Cir Nek? :P)
2:58 am
Its hard NOT to know who Cir Nek is.. You see a weird looking name, then BANG! its you. Yeah, in your case its scary too, but more scary is the fact that people are getting confused about your sexual orientation (haha, no matter how much you bullshit about sex and how much porno you indulge in!). Now, that's scary. Your parents are too... I heard you are the only son in the family..muahahhha
4:26 pm
yeah, i feel that way sometimes, and i hope the sun shines on you and in you all the time as well.
hey, so, if i want to link your site to mine, how do i do that? like a "blogs i read" type thing? can you help me out, i am kinda stooopid.
5:36 pm
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